These streets have too many names for me...

Thu, 15 Nov 2007 06:29:37 GMT

Body: If I died tonight, and
you would never get a
chance to see me again.
[be honest]

01. What are 5 things you
would want me to
know before I died?

1]
2]
3]
4]
5]

02. What would 5 questions be
that you have been wanting to ask me?

1]
2]
3]
4]
5]

03. If I died, would you
come to my funeral?

04. If I died, would you cry?

05. If I died, would you
forget me eventually?

06. If I died, what would
be going through your head?

07. Would you tell me you
loved me before I died?

08. Would you mean it?

09. If I died, would you
regret anything you said to me?

10. If I died, would you be wishing
you told me something that you
haven't already told me?

11. If I died, what would be
your last memory of me?

12. If I died, what would you
remember me by?

13. If I died tonight,
I would want to know your
true feelings about me.
What are your complete
feelings about me,to this day?

my heart is breaking

Tue, 30 Oct 2007 04:05:22 GMT

I seriously love him...
I just want him back.

Tue, 09 Oct 2007 02:12:16 GMT

Comment and I'll have to...

1. Tell you why I friended you.
2. Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.
3. Tell you something I like about you.
4. Tell you a memory I have of you.
5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. Tell you my favorite user pic of yours.

Sat, 01 Sep 2007 17:13:37 GMT

Justin was keeping me sane, but people started to talk and now he avoids me. So now I'm looking for another reason to not hate it here.

Breakup Anyone?

Thu, 23 Aug 2007 20:36:27 GMT

I'm doing much better than I thought I would after this breakup. By far one of the best breakups I've ever had. Very casual, and very few tears. Justin brought me a mix CD today to cheer me up, and I'm glad that we'll be spending a lot of time together this up coming year. I'm putting off packing, which isnt real good. My mom is gonna be less than pleased with that choice.

I will write again soon to express more!

Steph - I'm thrilled you liked your card! =* Oh yeah, and...my lip gloss is poppin'!

Stats

Sun, 19 Aug 2007 02:11:42 GMT

Breakup: 6 days
Best Friends: gone
emotions: high
Concerns: I'm going to be a horrible best friend when jo is upset cause she doesnt get alone time with garry while im dealing with breaking up with my close friend of four years whos moving to california. I dont want to be mean. =(
Favorite color at the moment: Green
Drinking: amaretto Sour
Thinking: Being a divorce kid sucks. I hate when I feel more mature than my parents.
Thankful for: Justin not having to put his dog down. That would have destroyed him.

That is all for now.

Truth

Fri, 27 Jul 2007 03:29:10 GMT

I'm pretty head over heels stupid for Sam. I can't stop smiling. =D

The 24th of August is gonna suuuuuuuuuck, but right now I don't even care.

Worth it.

Heavenly Weekend

Fri, 20 Jul 2007 16:54:35 GMT

The details of one AMAZING weekend!!!

Friday (Today):
-Adam comes into town!!!
-Sleepover at Justin's with Jo, Adam, Steve, and Justin.
-Basically anything dealing with the hang out with that crew, and Jo's new boo Garry.
-Midnight...Harry Potter comes out...duh!

Saturday:
-NEW BED!
-Breakfast with my buddies
-HARRY POTTER 7.....I might cry I'm so excited.
-Read Harry Potter in my new bed pretty much all freaking day (and night)!

Sunday:
-Hang out with Brad <3
-...HARRY POTTER PEOPLE, H-A-R-R-Y P-O-T-T-E-R!!!!!

All this weekend I will in fact be avoiding people who may or may not spoil the Harry Potter book and therefore die...a slow and very painful death with my bear hands! This includes my boyfriend who is getting dumped if he says anything about the ending IF i talk to him before I am finished with the book.

EEEEEEEEEEEK! What an excitement filled weekend!!! I can't wait until work is over today at 6!!!

Distraction

Thu, 19 Jul 2007 03:30:08 GMT

7 months of 2007:

1. Have you had your birthday yet?
Nope

2. Are you with the same person as you were at the beginning of 2007?
Nope

3. Are you still in the same job?
Nope, I got a job.

4. Is your favorite color the same color?
Yes, green.

5. Have you got the same style/color hair?
Nope, now it's blonde.

6. Have you bought a new car this year?
Nope

7. How many girlfriends/boyfriends have you had this year?
One, and two mini deals

8. Have you been involved with the police this year?
Nope

9. All time drinking place for 2007?
My house?

10. Is your best friend at the start of 2007 still your best friend?
Yes sir

11. Got any tattoos or piercings this year?
Nope =(

12. Had a hair cut?
Yes, a few.

13. Been in hospital this year?
Not for me, but my cousin had a baby!

14. Lost someone you cared about this year?
Yes

15. Been on a holiday this year?
Yes: God bless the Lake Remix

16. Been in love this year?
*sigh* that has yet to be decided

17. Fallen out of love this year?
No

18. Been kicked out of a pub this year?
Nope

19. Completed any studies this year?
Freshman year of college

20. Read a book this year?
More than one (The Man in My Basement, Harry Potter 5, Spellbound etc...)

21. Worst thing to happen this year?
Wow, that is a tough call...Charles mom dying, stupid choices, having to leave my friends.

22. Best thing to happen this year?
Being with my friends and starting something with Sam

23. How many times have you gotten drunk?
None

24. Have you fallen for someone this year?
Yes

25. Has this year been a good one so far?
It's been up and down, but I wouldn't trade any of it.

Jenny don't be Hasty

Sat, 07 Jul 2007 20:54:37 GMT

I feel like I have a million things to say, but they just won't manifest.

[i'll be around again to see the other men
they're more adequate in the age deferment
i did not think you cared.]

there's a heart on the line, and it rests with your eyes

Sun, 20 May 2007 23:14:23 GMT

Lani, Emma, and Adam all did this, and I needed something to keep my mind off things.

100 things that you most likely/probably know about me.

1) Are you in a complicated relationship?
No

2) Relationships or one night stands?
relationships

3) Do you hang out with more guys or girls?
Currently girls, which is unusual for me

4) Who is the last person you said I love you to?
my mommy

5) Who was the last person that made you mad?
The makers of shrek the third! WHY NOT give the audience the satisfaction of an "end of the movie party" like in the first two?! I don't get it! (AGREED EMMA!)

6) Who was the last person that made you cry?
Kyle

7.) Who was the last person that made you laugh?
Emma and Steph

8) Who was the last person to text you?
Emma

9) Who was the last person to call you?
Emma

10) Who was the last person to hug you?
My uncle Ralph

11) Name one person that is always on your mind?
me, im that selfish

12) Who do you have a crush on?
No serious crush feelings, I dont know, I'm really confused

13) What is your zodiac sign?
fishies

14) What time were you born?
5:20 am

15) Do you like beer?
no, not at all.

16) Do you love myspace?
nope

17) When was your last kiss?
oh, lets not go there...its not pretty.

18) Are you sarcastic?
nope. never.

19) What is your favorite color?
periwinkle, yellow, pink, black, green, brown

21) Summer or winter?
tough call.

22) Is anyone in love with you?
I'm going with no

23) Favorite color to wear?
blue and green

24) Pepsi or Sprite?
pepsi

25) Chocolate, vanilla or strawberry ice cream?
chocolate

26) Where is your second home?
Okay I literally have two homes...my third home is TSU or Steph's basement

27) Have you ever slapped someone?
yes, and i would do it again.

28) Have you ever punched a guy in the nuts?
kicked: yes

29) How many lamps are in your bedroom?
two periwinkle ones

30) How many video games do you own?
uhm, a few.

31) What was your first pet?
a dog named skeeter who hated me

32) Ever had braces?
only four years

34) Do you use chapstick?
constantly

35) Name 3 teachers from junior high school:
Mr. maniachi, ms. liberton, mr. schene

36) American Eagle or Abercrombie?
AE

37) Are you too forgiving?
no, i hold grudges....hardcore.

38) How many children do you want?
1-3

39) Do you own something from Hot Topic?
oh god yes

40) Favorite breakfast meal?
blueberry pancakes, bacon, eggs, and diet pepsi or non-fat chi latte

41) Do you own a gun?
no, im a horrible shot.

42) Ever "thought" you were in love?
oh yes

43) Who have you hung out with last?
Emm@!!!!

44) What did you do 2 nights ago?
Went to Brad's birthday party

45) Olive Garden?
lovelovelove

46) Have you ever called your teacher mommy?
nope

47) Have you ever been in a castle?
no.

48) Nicknames?
Mol, Moo, Mooly bug, MooBeam, Peanut, Jew, Mol2, Mollykins, girly, Molface, Muffin, and Boo

49) Do you know anyone named Bertha?
Nope, but if i did i would bet she would be large

50) Ever been to Kentucky?
uh huh, and i ate at the first kfc

51) .. Doesn't exist?
this seems like a morbid question...if you can really call it a question.

52) Are you thinking about somebody right now?
lotsa people

53) Ever called somebody Boo?
yes, i use it all the time. boyfriend is kinda a weird word to use right now with most of my friends.

55) Do you drink?
yes, but not often.

56) Are you happy with your life right now?
That is complicated. Yes I am, but there are things i would like to be different

57) Do you like your hair?
i will like it better tomorrow when it is highlighted

58) Does anyone have a crush on you?
maybe

60) What were you doing in Feb. of 1994?
I was 6...I was probably making one of those valentines shoe boxes and scibbling love notes on cardboard cards.

61) Do you own a Backstreet Boys CD?
more than one!

62) McDonalds or Wendys?
McDonald's BITCH! (agreed emma...)

64) Are you closer to your mother or father?
My mom. hands down.

65) Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex?
Eyes, Smile, lips, hair

66) Are you afraid of the dark?
pretty much yes

67) Have you ever eaten pasta?
its one of my absolute favorite foods

68) Do you own a webcam?
i think so

70) Ever broken a bone?
nope

Do you like school?
I do. usually.

pringles or Lays?
pretzels

73) Have you ever broken someone's heart?
yes, and it makes me sad

74) Do you own a dictionary?
english major

75) Full house or the Brady Bunch?
Full House, although im kinda bored with it so i wouldnt mind a little brady bunch

76) Did you like your high school guidance counselor?
oh goodness...lets not go there.

77) Has anyone ever called you a tease?
yes

78) Do you have a birth mark?
I have no idea

79) Wheres the birth mark at?
I have no idea

80) Can you cook?
yeeeeees

81) Describe your cell phone.
its black and a flip phone and i like it

82) Things that annoy you?
People who lie, and manipulate, and who are just snobby....i dont get it!

83) Do you text message often?
only constantly

84) Money or love?
love

85) Do you have any scars?
LOTS

86) What do you want more than anything right now?
That is a damn good question

87) Do you enjoy scary movies?
no, no i do not.

88) Do you hate more than 3 people?
nope!

89) Big Red or Juicy Fruit?
Big Red

90) Do you enjoy greasy food?
mmm...

91) Who do you admire?
My mommy

92) Do you own a box of crayons?
cyheah!

93) How many houses have you lived in?
4 houses, a condo, and a dorm

94) Favorite alcoholic beverage?
margaritas

96) Have you ever tripped someone?
yes, i dont think on purpose

97) Least favorite school subject?
math and spanish, espanol no es bueno. douchbag spaniards.

98) How many pairs of shoes do you own?
a lot....oh jesus a lot...

99) Do you own a Britney Spears CD?
more than one!

100) Are you single?
way to kick me when im down survey! yes i am, dammit. couples are lame.

Don't stop me now.

Wed, 16 May 2007 21:36:25 GMT

The subject of this is from a song. It's a lyric. I'm living my life through them right now, and I just wanted to put some of them down here.

"In the bathroom is where I want you
Against the graffiti walls
We know no love at all
And just to see your body in a place so tacky
Well, there's no better irony in my own depravity
Oh, but go slow...

I do want to fall in love
But I just don't know how to..."
-This song is on my birthday mix from Adam Conway. It's one of my favorites right now.

"Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?

I got to be wholesome
I could be loathsome
Guess I'm a little bit shy
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me without making me try?

I tried to be like Grace Kelly ( mmmm )
But all her looks were too sad (ahhh ahhh)
So I tried a little Freddie (MMMM)
I've gone identity mad!"
-On my cd from Jo for move out day. It just always makes me feel less weird.

"Why do you build me up....
To you I'm a toy
But I could be the boy
You adore
If you'd just let me know
Although you're untrue
I'm attracted to you
All the more
Why do I need you so Baby Baby....."
-Adam does this make you think of our relationship at all? It should. I'm sorry that I suck.

I'm in a seriously place of hating couples. Sorry if that applies to you. My best friend from Truman is in a relationship now and she didnt even call to tell me! I dunno why, but that really hurts.

K, well you know I love you guys and do what I can for ya. I'm gonna go do laundry!

Who knew...

Sun, 06 May 2007 04:16:03 GMT

I went back to look through old junk in here, and shock, I only write on this thing when I'm upset usually. This clearly makes my livejournal represent me as a total freak. I feel deliciously emo when I write in it, and I guess that is why I always end up being all whiny on it. *shrug* You guys have to love me anyway though =).

UPDATES!

I'm home! Sadly most of you arent...*tear* I'm looking forward to StephanieEmmaMolly sleepovers again. You two will kill me, but I have barely knitted in MONTHS! I miss you guys, and letting you in on everything and just having you around all the time.

On that note...being an only child is sucking so hardcore after being around people all the time for nine months. I miss my 4105 family! It's hard being away from them. I want someone to play with, and sadly there is just me. Every little thing is reminding me of someone too, which makes it more like a break up then a move lol. Pathetic, but sorta cute in a weird way.

My feelings have no sense of timing...I'm interested in people who I'm not even gonna see for like 4 months, if that! Get a grip Molly. Stephy my wife you need to come home so I stop being so sappy!

I'm out of things to say, so I love you!

[What's an adventurer to do, but rest these feet at home with you...]

Sick as a dog

Mon, 12 Feb 2007 10:26:07 GMT

Up at four throwing up is no fun at all. =(

What do ya know?!

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 07:52:39 GMT

(2 Points) My name:
(4 Points) My last name:
(4 Points) Who am I in love with:
(1 Points) Where did we meet:
(6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(1 Points) Where do I work:
(3 Point) What am I afraid of:
(2 Points) Do I smoke :
(3 Points) Do I drink:
(3 points) Do you think Im a virgin:
(1 Point) Do I have any siblings:
(2 Points) How many:
(2 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(1 Point) How many piercings do I have:
(4 Points) How many tattoos do I have:
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing:
(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
(2 Points) Whats my favorite color:
(3 Points) Name something I hate:
(4 Points) Name a talent I have:
(4 Points) Whats my phone number:
(4 Points) What kind of sneakers do I wear:
(4 Points) Do I have any pets:
(2 Points) Who am I dating/likeing right now:
(5 Points) How long have I been dating them:
(5 points) How tall am I:
(5 points) What is the thing i hate the most about myself:
(5 Points) What is my worst habit:
(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:

reply to this and i'll send you your grade...

80-85 Points; Best Friend.
70-79 Points; Great Friend.
40-69 Points; Friend.
20-39 Points; You should hang out with me more! Ask me when.
00-19 Points; Either you're a crappy friend, or you're new friend!

Post as Friend Test

Post so I can test for you!!

Update on Moo

Tue, 03 Oct 2006 03:16:31 GMT

Let me just say that it is complete bullshit that I have missed every weekend when steph, emma, and sara have gone home. I will miss the next weekend when they all go home. I also havent seen them at all since I have moved to Truman. Needless to say I am absolutely pissed about it!!! I hate being in the middle of nowhere with my stephanie, emma, and sara!! I miss out on everything.

In other news...I've had to take a new direction on the crushing front. Shit happens I guess.

I MISS MY HOMETOWN!!!

say what.

Sat, 29 Jul 2006 17:02:45 GMT

My dad just bought a....sports car???

Excited!

Tue, 23 May 2006 01:22:57 GMT

I've got a date tomorrow, I've got a date tomorrow!! I'm slightly excited. I've got a lot to think about though.

Yesterday...all my troubles were so far away

Sat, 20 May 2006 14:59:22 GMT

Cheesy title, anyway...Yesterday was great. The BBQ was a lot of fun, and hanging out with Ali was the best! I'm completely sunburned hehe, but I'm living and thats all that matters. I got to go see baby Amber and she is absolutely darling. Precious little baby. Then my swimming plans were foiled, and they appear to be foiled yet again, because its not very pretty out today. I suppose its just as well since I'm burned. Then later yesterday night I went to the Kloster household and suffered the wrath that is kevins hate for me. Hate might be harsh, but lets face it, he does not care for me at all. I'm a brother stealer. It was worse than normal last night, but watching harry potter with ky and kate made it all worth it. I'm looking forward to the upcoming days. Tomorrow not much is gonna happen, but there will be shopping on monday with the great spanky. I love her. Something fantastic should be happening on Tuesday as well. I've recently gotten more excited about going to Truman. That might just be for today though, who knows. Until next time.

It's knock, knock over???

Fri, 19 May 2006 14:40:27 GMT

Highschool is over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *does kate's happy dance*

p.s. get the title steph???

Prom is hot...

Tue, 16 May 2006 22:27:41 GMT

Promfest 06 was a huge success. Friday night was amazing and I had fun being under the radar as a public school kid at the SLUH prom. I got my picture with the former hottie of motzart and what night isnt complete without freak dancing with timo??? It was a total blast, but not as great as the k-wood prom saturday night. Oh...my...goodness it couldnt have been more fun. Pictures and dinner before hand were so much fun, and when do ky and i not have fun? I cant believe we stayed at prom until like 12:10. I wont lie...stephyk looked smokin' in my dress, which worked out well since we thought we were going to have to be dates. hehe. Ky and Lee are the cutest couple ever. I'm going to try and get pictures up soon. Aside from my pic. which is ky and me at the after party. I suppose thats all for now. Till next time...

She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly...

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 03:58:31 GMT

I don't actually have a lot to say, except for I'm so sick of writing essays I could pop. I'm debating what to do for the rest of my life. English, Science, Math, History...ugh. I mean it's almost like marriage, although not as emotional. Picking something to do for the rest of your life...how intense is that? Okay and to blow my mind further...Ms. Wentzel said I'd make a great english teacher. That's like straight out of the twighlight zone. Anyway - mini apology to Stu. I didnt mean to freak out on you at lunch today. Bad mood kinda thing. Lots on my mind, and I didnt mean to take it out on you. You didnt deserve it. So I'm sorry. On that I dont think there's much else to say. Except Katelyn makes a hot redhed.

[So if deaths the answer, then the question is the trigger, and I'm just the firing pin.]

Would you want me...

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 19:27:18 GMT

I dont feel quite myself. I'm going through some identity melt down. What do you do when youre suppose to be different, but you dont want to be? I know, I know, suck it up and get over it. But I want to be who I use to be. I dont think I'm on some self improvment kick, at least not again. Something inside just clicked and things have been shifting. There's this overwhelming feeling of slipping and no one being there to catch me, but it wont be like I fell before. It'd be better to slip, so why hold on? Even if no one's there to break my fall...

[Would you want me when I'm not myself?]

Boooooored

Tue, 07 Feb 2006 19:54:47 GMT

I've caved in my bored state. I dont even really know what I want to write about. It's pretty bizzare but I feel really great. Nothing great has happened to inspire such a mood, in fact...things have been kinda shitty to an exstent. But hey, sometimes things just have to be shitty. Let's back track a bit...Saturday was Hatchet Hop which I remember going to with James freshman year. This years was waaaay better. In fact the entire night was perfect! Aside from not hanging with Lani afterward (I'm sorry darling, I hadnt planned on it). I rocked a kinda 50's look, and it was cute. Although I was not as lucky as some people I could mention who got their dress for free. The dance itself was sooo much fun, and although I tried I couldnt keep andy in his dress shirt. Suprisingly the one slow song they played all night wasnt my highlight. It was definitly different from the last time that Andy and I slow danced. Sophmore year we slow danced and we joked about how we were the only one's talking. This year we barely said a word...it was amazing. After the dance was also a lot of fun. Sunday was the superbowl, and I dont really want to talk about it, because my boys let me down. But I was reminded of why I dont drink, so I've got that going for me. I've been having strange dreams since like Saturday night...I'm not entirely sure why. Yesterday I played nurse and senior night got called off. Which brings us to today! In about an hour I'm getting engaged to the super gorgeous Sarah for her psychology project. We're testing the reaction to a lesbian couple shopping for an engagment ring. That'll be a blast. So aside from my entire weekend being down the tubes, life rocks.

Lani's Journal entry

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 04:37:30 GMT

This is my journal thing for Lani because I'm her livejournal a lot, and I love her so she should have a livejournal thing of mine with her in it. So this is it. Just to...ya know...recap. Anyway so I love Lani, she rocks because shes girly enough and yet like me enough so that we compliment eachother well. My boyfriend thinks that Lani and me make the cutest lesbian couple ever...yeah I said it...my BOYFRIEND things Lani and me make the cutest LESBIAN couple. So what to say about Lani other than shes boy crazy (shes definintly going to read that and say "HEY!" but she knows she is). She darling, I'd die without her, and shes a great best friend. I wish her nothing but happiness and hot sex for the rest of her life.