Current location:	chair
Current mood:	Shaken
Current music:	Take me or leave me - RENT

Don't stop me now.

The subject of this is from a song. It's a lyric. I'm living my life through them right now, and I just wanted to put some of them down here. 

"In the bathroom is where I want you
Against the graffiti walls
We know no love at all
And just to see your body in a place so tacky
Well, there's no better irony in my own depravity
Oh, but go slow...

I do want to fall in love
But I just don't know how to..." 
-This song is on my birthday mix from Adam Conway. It's one of my favorites right now. 

"Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?

I got to be wholesome
I could be loathsome
Guess I'm a little bit shy
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me without making me try?

I tried to be like Grace Kelly ( mmmm )
But all her looks were too sad (ahhh ahhh)
So I tried a little Freddie (MMMM)
I've gone identity mad!" 
-On my cd from Jo for move out day. It just always makes me feel less weird. 

"Why do you build me up....
To you I'm a toy
But I could be the boy
You adore
If you'd just let me know
Although you're untrue
I'm attracted to you
All the more
Why do I need you so Baby Baby....."
-Adam does this make you think of our relationship at all? It should. I'm sorry that I suck. 

I'm in a seriously place of hating couples. Sorry if that applies to you. My best friend from Truman is in a relationship now and she didnt even call to tell me! I dunno why, but that really hurts. 

K, well you know I love you guys and do what I can for ya. I'm gonna go do laundry!